Spawn
Something wasn't right.
I could hear the forest. Feel the cool night air. Smell the blood.
Blood?
I opened my eyes. The stars were bright tonight. Why was I sleeping?
I sat up. There were bodies. Henrick. Eydis. My friends.
Something wasn't right.
I should feel something. Right?
They were bleeding.
"Hey."
I knew the voice, before I saw her.
Perched on a log. Blood stained her lips. Perfect, in every way.
My executioner. My kin.
Something wasn't right.
I moved my mouth but couldn't find an answer. I ached.
"You thirst" she said as she gestured at Henrick's body.
How did she know? Of course she knew. How could she not?
"Drink."
It was easy. Like taking a breath. Henrick was cold.
I could taste laughter, and the warmth.
My friend.
Something wasn't right.
I took a breath. Blinked. She was watching me.
"I am called Laberia. What is your name?"
I had a voice again.
"Fitzroy. But my friends call me Fitz."
She frowned at the bodies. She had a book in her lap, and a quill.
"Fitzroy. What were their names?"
I looked down at Henrick. I hoped he'd be okay.
"This is Henrick. That's Eydis. They're my friends."
She wrote that down.
"Tell me about them."
I thought about it. Something wasn't right.
"Eydis is an explorer. She would get us in trouble all the time. She wants to see every street in Suzail one day."
Her lip curled. She wrote it down. I hope I didn't annoy her.
"Henrick is my best friend. He's always kind. It makes it hard for him sometimes, when we run into bandits."
More writing. She looked at me. Smiled. I felt relieved.
"You honour your comrades. Tell me about you."
Something wasn't right.
I knew the answer. I think.
"I guess I like to meet new people. See how they live. What makes them laugh, you know? It's why I became a knight."
I looked down at Henrick again. I could smell the blood.
She wrote that down. I think she forgot to smile when she looked back.
"To which Gods did each of you give breath?"
I tried to laugh. But I couldn't.
"That's a funny way to ask."
She didn't smile.
"Uhm. Eydis is close to Cloakshadow. Henrick and I usually share our drinks with Garl."
More writing. Something wasn't right.
She reached back and picked something up. She threw it in front of me.
A shovel.
"I need you to dig. Three graves. Right next to each other."
I didn't think about it much. I started digging. It was easy.
Something wasn't right.
She'd know. Right? Right.
"What's wrong?" I asked.
She had been staring at the sky. She looked back at me slowly.
"Wrong." She echoed the word.
I just nodded.
She frowned.
I tried to clarify.
"Wrong with me?"
Her frown deepened. I felt guilt.
"You're my spawn. It makes you loyal. Makes you want to help."
She paused.
"For now, anyway."
I kept digging. The answer didn't make me feel better.
"So we are friends?"
She didn't frown this time. She didn't look happy either.
"Nah. Can't be friends with your killer, Fitzroy. That loyalty you have will wither eventually."
Something wasn't right. I protested.
"Why not? You chose me, didn't you? That's why I'm here."
She closed the book and leant forward. She seemed agitated.
"I didn't choose you. I don't know why some of you return, and some do not. But you're dead. You have one Purpose left."
I wanted to stop digging. But I didn't.
"What's that?"
She gestured at Henrick and Eydis.
"To give them a dignified death."
That didn't make sense.
"I don't think drinking their blood was very dignified."
Her lip curled. She didn't like that.
"I know."
I tried to laugh again. Even though it wasn't funny.
I didn't know what to say.
So I kept digging.
Something wasn't right.
But I got them done. Three graves.
She was looking at the sky again.
“I’m finished.”
Slowly, her focus returned to the dirt.
“Bury them. Eydis and Henrick both.”
I hesitated.
“Will they come back too?”
She was looking at the sky again.
“No.”
That hurt.
“How do you know?”
She sounded tired.
“I just do.”
I guess she would know.
I buried Eydis first. She always went ahead.
Henrick was harder. Maybe he was heavier.
Something wasn’t right.
I turned to tell her I was finished.
She was standing now.
Looking at the dirt.
She put a hand on my shoulder. It wasn’t warm.
But she smiled.
So I knew.
It’d be alright.
“Your duty is done, Fitzroy.”
Something wasn’t right.
I looked down.
There was something in my chest.
A stake of wood.
Did she put it there?
I fell back. Into the ground.
I couldn’t speak.
I didn’t understand.
She had a blade.
Then.
Nothing.