Unfamiliar
Posted: Mon Mar 28, 2016 10:03 pm
There are many forgotten things in the world. Some are esoteric in their import. Lost cities. Hidden grottoes. Forbidden texts. Others are more mundane, forgotten out of carelessness or hidden out of shame. A few are so great in their antiquity, so alien in their origin that none remain, god or mortal, who even remember what they were or what they might one day become.
So it was for this bleak spirit. It shambled its way through the world, looking for yet another temporary identity, yet another assumed cause. It was forgotten, largely even to itself, but its Purpose still drove it and it was helpless to resist.
It was drawn to cities like a moth to a flame. The great, thronging morass of mortality meant many potential hosts, potential homes. They were alive with many kinds of purpose , any one of which could become its Purpose. It could not watch, for it had no eyes, but the fractured, jagged, gleaming shards of what was once its mind could hear the resonant song of those fearful, forgotten, and unrelenting in their purpose. If it was enough like itself, it could make it itself, if only for a time.
****
Sky stood defiant, shivering, and furious in the chilling rain. She had backed herself up against a wall to keep the the three young men from surrounding her.
It was a shakedown, or at least it had started as one. She'd been caught furtively making her way through the turf of a minor gang called The Oi Boys. Such breaches of local protocol demanded a toll of some sort, usually coin or a beating. Sky never had any coin.
"C'mon, lad. Give-us us a bit o' silver an' we'll let ye keep yerz teef. All noice an' shoiney. Such as they is." The tallest of the three spoke gruffly in some horrible, grinding gutter dialect of common. His pose was threatening, but careless, a cudgel held loosely in work-hardened hands. He also had mistaken Sky for a boy, a common enough error given how skinny she was. It could end up going poorly, but there was some hope there, at least.
Sky's flinty, grey eyes flicked left and right. The boy to the right of the leader was small, wiry, and the glint in his eye was unsettling. He was the most dangerous of the three, she was certain. The boy to the left was stout, broad of shoulder and barrel chested. He had long arms and handled his make-shift club with considerably more care than his taller fellow.
Sky didn't have much time, then. She wasn't a great fighter, but she'd stayed alive on the streets as long as she had by excelling at the art of escape. And that, occasionally, meant a bit of scrapping. She'd need to make her way through the tall one and that meant he needed to be too angry to think straight. She took a deep breath.
"Sorry, lad, I think I left the last bit o' coin on yer mother's bedstead. If ye need it that badly, maybe ye can see if she's game to do to ye what I did t'her."
The tall lad froze for a moment. The darkness and the rain made seeing him clearly difficult, but Sky could see that the cool had drained from his posture.
"What....did ye sais t'Oi? Oi need t'hear ye clearly so's Oi will know EXACTLY how Oi'm gonna gut ye." His voice was low, growling, furious. Sky let some of her fear show in her voice, a bit of vulnerability to goad him further.
"Nothin', lad..uh. Nothin', sir. I didn't mean any harm, fer certain, sir. I just...I just meant that I buggered yer mum a bit. Only a bit, sir. Seein' as that's as much as a silver would buy."
Fuming, he took a step forward. "This one's mine, Boyos." He growled. The other two took a step back to give him room. The tall lad took one more step and...
Sky kicked out with lightning speed, catching his foot before he could set it down on the ground. His fury turned into surprise as he started to tumble forward. He opened his hands to catch his fall and the cudgel went flying into the air. In one fluid motion, Sky had caught him by the collar and rolled backwards with him. With a kick she sent him tumbling into the wall behind her and, before the other two could react, she was upright and dashing down the alleyway as fast as her bony legs could take her. Faster than the stout lad. Faster even than his wiry partner. But not fast enough. Not ever fast enough to escape her miserable existence on the streets of Baldur's Gate.
As the shouts of anger faded into the background, the ever-raging monologue started to recite itself in her mind.
If only I had an ounce o' power, I'd put a stop to this. I'd feed the poor so they wouldn't feed on each other. I'd put the powerful under the thumb o' those they've lorded their power over. I'd make it all right. I'd protect everyone. Everyone...if only I had an ounce o' power, I'd put...
Ad nauseum. Ad infinitum. A constant, rattling, wailing song. Hypnotic. Irresistible.
And the thing that was and wasn't, neither living nor dead, heard her anguish. It was an impossible duty. One that would never end and never be taken from it as long as the shell lived. A place to hide and a place to, in some way, be again.
It followed.
So it was for this bleak spirit. It shambled its way through the world, looking for yet another temporary identity, yet another assumed cause. It was forgotten, largely even to itself, but its Purpose still drove it and it was helpless to resist.
It was drawn to cities like a moth to a flame. The great, thronging morass of mortality meant many potential hosts, potential homes. They were alive with many kinds of purpose , any one of which could become its Purpose. It could not watch, for it had no eyes, but the fractured, jagged, gleaming shards of what was once its mind could hear the resonant song of those fearful, forgotten, and unrelenting in their purpose. If it was enough like itself, it could make it itself, if only for a time.
****
Sky stood defiant, shivering, and furious in the chilling rain. She had backed herself up against a wall to keep the the three young men from surrounding her.
It was a shakedown, or at least it had started as one. She'd been caught furtively making her way through the turf of a minor gang called The Oi Boys. Such breaches of local protocol demanded a toll of some sort, usually coin or a beating. Sky never had any coin.
"C'mon, lad. Give-us us a bit o' silver an' we'll let ye keep yerz teef. All noice an' shoiney. Such as they is." The tallest of the three spoke gruffly in some horrible, grinding gutter dialect of common. His pose was threatening, but careless, a cudgel held loosely in work-hardened hands. He also had mistaken Sky for a boy, a common enough error given how skinny she was. It could end up going poorly, but there was some hope there, at least.
Sky's flinty, grey eyes flicked left and right. The boy to the right of the leader was small, wiry, and the glint in his eye was unsettling. He was the most dangerous of the three, she was certain. The boy to the left was stout, broad of shoulder and barrel chested. He had long arms and handled his make-shift club with considerably more care than his taller fellow.
Sky didn't have much time, then. She wasn't a great fighter, but she'd stayed alive on the streets as long as she had by excelling at the art of escape. And that, occasionally, meant a bit of scrapping. She'd need to make her way through the tall one and that meant he needed to be too angry to think straight. She took a deep breath.
"Sorry, lad, I think I left the last bit o' coin on yer mother's bedstead. If ye need it that badly, maybe ye can see if she's game to do to ye what I did t'her."
The tall lad froze for a moment. The darkness and the rain made seeing him clearly difficult, but Sky could see that the cool had drained from his posture.
"What....did ye sais t'Oi? Oi need t'hear ye clearly so's Oi will know EXACTLY how Oi'm gonna gut ye." His voice was low, growling, furious. Sky let some of her fear show in her voice, a bit of vulnerability to goad him further.
"Nothin', lad..uh. Nothin', sir. I didn't mean any harm, fer certain, sir. I just...I just meant that I buggered yer mum a bit. Only a bit, sir. Seein' as that's as much as a silver would buy."
Fuming, he took a step forward. "This one's mine, Boyos." He growled. The other two took a step back to give him room. The tall lad took one more step and...
Sky kicked out with lightning speed, catching his foot before he could set it down on the ground. His fury turned into surprise as he started to tumble forward. He opened his hands to catch his fall and the cudgel went flying into the air. In one fluid motion, Sky had caught him by the collar and rolled backwards with him. With a kick she sent him tumbling into the wall behind her and, before the other two could react, she was upright and dashing down the alleyway as fast as her bony legs could take her. Faster than the stout lad. Faster even than his wiry partner. But not fast enough. Not ever fast enough to escape her miserable existence on the streets of Baldur's Gate.
As the shouts of anger faded into the background, the ever-raging monologue started to recite itself in her mind.
If only I had an ounce o' power, I'd put a stop to this. I'd feed the poor so they wouldn't feed on each other. I'd put the powerful under the thumb o' those they've lorded their power over. I'd make it all right. I'd protect everyone. Everyone...if only I had an ounce o' power, I'd put...
Ad nauseum. Ad infinitum. A constant, rattling, wailing song. Hypnotic. Irresistible.
And the thing that was and wasn't, neither living nor dead, heard her anguish. It was an impossible duty. One that would never end and never be taken from it as long as the shell lived. A place to hide and a place to, in some way, be again.
It followed.